Stressed!!!!

I am STRESSED!!!!!!!!
and BUSY!!!!!!
Tomorrow having an 30% exam!!
But i haven't read, what can i do?????
I need TIME to REST!!!!!
Can i runaway form this horrible place???
I am lack of energy, i am not a SUPERWOMAN!!!
i am not an INCREDIBLE!!!!!

WHY???????

Moody saturday

i should be happy because it comes to the end of this week
but i didn't have this kind of feeling at all..
i felt stress and fulled of tension...
especially on friday...
worrying for my Histology's test on Saturday
Stop facebooking and online for few days just for this test
i will become crazy...
But luckily i managed to read up and partially momorize my lecture notes,
so i went to sleep quite early 0n 12am something....
On Saturday morning, just before the test,
my adrenaline hormone increase gradually..
my heart beat so fast.....i m WORRY n NERVOUS!!!
well, in my opinion,this subject is quite hard
but my seniors said it was not tat SUPER-DIFFICULT...
But why???when i do the question,
the questions & answers really confusing me....my brain stuck!!
Am i doing not enough preparation???
Or my brain is just not that intelligent????
haiz...
after the test, i became upset n really sad..
dissappointed...felt that i m not doing welll.....

My mood on the whole saturday is gone...
No mood to study....no mood to do assignments....
online...facebooking...playing mafia in facebook.....
blogging....saw some sushi's blog and fashion's blog...
wasted my saturday....= =

Can i take a rest 1st????

i was toturing by Basic Genetics' lab report past few days...
But luckily i managed to finished it all by Sunday and passed up on Monday.
Bunches of work are in my hand now
but sadly i can't settle all this stuff just in this short period...
Lots of things running in our college recently,
i am so busy and busy, not just college activities but also assignments...
especially scientific communication....
quite hectic...
Lots of stress hormones were released in my body..
An the result is "i am eating to reduce stress!"
yes, undeniable that we human will "eat to live" cause food is essential for our lives...
But i am the type of " Live to eat"...
Well, eating is one of my hobby,
and the problem now i facing is i can't stop eating when i am stress..
OMG....how to throw away this bad habit?
If not, i will bcom fatter and fatter...
Fat yuki...oh no....

i need more time, and need more rest...
can i take a rest first and left all the things at behind first?
No nO No....
Just try my best loh....
haha...
and there will be a test on this Saturday,
Histology's test, hope i can do it well but i haven't read it up...
Ermm,can't wait to watch Final Destination this weekend after the test!!!

Shopping Spree at Times Square

Spent a cool day shopping spree at times square with Chin Ling n Jun Hui,
well, bought lots of clothes...
Feel excited and crazy when i saw all those beautiful and cheap clothes
Girls is like that, will lost control when we saw beautiful clothes and shoes...
The last time i went times square is before CNY i think..
so there has been a long time i didn't went there...
Always hanging around at Mid Valley, cause MV nearer to us....

well, i had used alots of $$...bancrupt ady la....


Clothes @ Times Square: RM 100.00 (6 pieces)
Bag @ Times Square: RM10.00
Giant @ sg. wang: RM38.40
Lunch n tea-break( old town n Mr.Ramen): RM25.70
Transportation( LRT & taxi): RM9.50

Total up: RM 183.60

WOw, almost RM200....
wat a shophaholic am i?
but it is really valuable....
6 pieces of clothes just cost RM100...
~happy~
I had tried 2 gowns but not so suits me
i look very fat in 1 gown..
but another is pretty n looks cute...
but i didn't buy it....jz RM 50, why i didn't buy it? quite regret now...
mayb next week i will go again to find gown as Biohealth Nite is coming soon...

Met lots of 7th college friens there:
Meiyi n Chiasin..Nipa n Li cher..Wei jie n his buddy(unexpected rite?)..Siew Yee n her bf..1st year's juniors...

orpHAN-28 aug'09

another great movie for this month of August
i didn't plan to watch this movie at first
But that day,my roomate told me that she gonna go to watch this movie
she follow Sheng Yee's friend's car
Suddenly i feel like wanna watch this movie
So i follow them...
We watched orPHAN at TGV Cinema in 1 Utama...
Before enter the cinema, we walk around -window shopping
then having our dinner(2nd dinner)- oyster porridge
We watch the 9:20pm slot,
This is a great horror movie i had watched,
well, the main character-Esther in this movie is really good in acting....
And others characters are also vv professional,
i like the sound effect in this movie...really great!!
But "Esther" in this movie is really cruel when she is killing ppl....
quite scary....
it was quite valuable spending RM9 on this movie...
Love it...luckily i didn't hav any nightmare after watch this movie
hahaha.....

A Hot Hot TuesDay-250809

It has been a long time where 5 of us didn't gather up together...
and today is the day where we spent time together~5 of us...
really happy....
Poh Kei, Li Chuan, Loke Woon, Chin Ling and me...
cause poh kei n li chuan not staying college anymore,
so we are actually being separated....
sometime i am going to class alone...
Being alone is like quite torturing....
i like socilising....definitely...
like talking and chatting with ppl....
Today, we having our lunch together at University House
i ordered Fishs and Chips...not as delicious as last time...
but it still ok....





after lunch, went to genetic's lab...
this is the last lab,we just do final discussions...cheers!!!
after lab, went to isb bilik bacaan
but suddenly feel thirsty...
so we went to store to buy some drinks...
and as the results.................





ahhaaaha...
we become the model for 100 plus advertising....
too funny...
so we took some picture to keep memory...
hahhhha.....
after that, we went back to bilik bacaan,
but the staff tell us that they gonna to close tat room after 5 mins...
so, we juz stayed inside for 5 mins....
Next, we decided to sit at dataran isb while waiting for scientific communication class

well, we saw our male coursemates there...
sitting there with different pose....
haha, Funny again!!!
u c in below,wahahah...
well, its 5 pm n we gonna enter our class..
luckily today i dun hav to do my impromptu speech.....
if not i will die off~Choi!!!!

Well, this is a best day spent with coursemates......

coming back to here again....

BYE BYE, my family...
gonna go back to college alone....

And now i am at college,
i am coming back to here again...
i am coming back to 7TH COLLEGE again...
i am coming back to UM again....
i am coming back to my 2ND HOME again...
i am coming back to my room B210 again....

after taking ktm for 2 hours...
after taking lrt from kl sentral to station U..
after taking Rapid kl frm Station U..
after walking for 15mins..

Finally i arrived my room...


.....yes! can rest...

....no! still cannot...

look around 1st....
WoW...DUSTY.....
gonna clean my room 1st....
after settled all stuffs, finally can go to bath and rest...

As a result,
~TiRed...
~EXHAUTed...

Well, have my McD - fillet O fish burger set as my dinner...
and my mom's fried chicken also...i grabbed some before i going back, haha

SATISFIed....
haha...

Online loo.......
Msning loo.....
Blogging loo.....
Facebooking loo...


Chat with lots of ppl on msn.....
quite happy...


Lazy to go clsses for tomorrow...
But i still have to go...

Hope tomorrow will be better.....

p/s: met Siew yee n her fren at kl sentral jz now, she was also taking ktm...she asking me "ei, you are alone wor?"....then, met fei mian, mable , calson in McD kl sentral, they also asked the same question....yanny do ask me to cum back um with her, but i had bought the ktm ticket earlier, so i can't go back wit her, so sorry....



**tat is me , being ALONE is not a problem anymore... always going home alone...always going to classes alone... nothing awful..am i independent? but sometime i am quite scare to be alone....***

a doing-nothing holidays

well, there are just 1 week holidays for us
for a lazy people like me,
it is not enough at all
playing, watching tv,rest n sleeping at home
but i also going out to lend my hand at my parent's shop
but the problem is,
i m too lazy to do all my stuff....
my genetic's lab report just about 50% finished....
my scientific communication interview report haven't do at all....
tomorrow gonna go back to um
cause classes start on Monday
i am forced to do so....
But its ok...
i will be ready for the new-coming week, Gambateh!
Haiz, talk about food...
gonna "tortured" by mak cik dewan makan after tomorrow...
cause puasa started ady...
and the food that mak cik cook for us(non-muslim) sure very bad 1...
this is my experience last year....tasteless.....
haiz...
i will be ready also....
um, i am coming soon.......

堕落

这几天睡得很不好
而且每一晚都在做梦
梦里是不是潜意识着现在的自己在想什么呢？
所谓“日有所思，夜有所梦”
是真的吗？
可是我连自己也搞不清究竟自己需要的是什么

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虽然这几天都在家休息和出店帮忙
暂时没理会课业和大学的事情
可是怎么突然会压力了起来？
突然间很担心
"genetic'slab report, histology test, physiology test, scientific comm's presentation..."
一大堆东西浮现在我脑海里
我是时候别在honeymoon了吗？
是时候要开始做功课了吗？
是时候开始做我需要做的事情了吗？
可是还是改不了“懒”这个坏习惯
赖玉微呀！
你快醒啦！别再堕落下去了！

八月十三日 - 雨

昨晚凌晨三点多才睡
因为烦biohealth nite的东西
又忙CCBooklet的东西
所以又做夜猫了
几天连续做夜猫，黑眼圈好深哦
一大清早又要爬起来去上课
醒来时有点辛苦
上完课后赶去senior的convocation
那儿好热闹...
水泄不通，人山人海
可以用"巴刹"来形容哪儿的气氛
除此以外，还有很多宿舍的CC成员，
做了很多很棒的banner..
好久没看过这种情景了
还有，看见了很多7th的ex-senior
真的很兴奋！
然后就把自己包的convo bear和亲手做的卡送给ahzu
可是我有点paiseh，因为我的bear还蛮小只的
哈哈...
过后一点就回去宿舍吃饭
再回房间收拾等下回家的行李
然后两点钟又赶去上histology lab
都没时间休息
今天的LAB是准备slide
也蛮好玩的
上完了LAB就赶回家
rapid kl > LRT > TM-KL BUS
回家途中一直在下雨
我就在巴士上睡觉
睡到好爽 ^^
一个小时后回到了tg.malim
家人来载我
哈哈...
我终于回到家了!
终于可以好好地休息了，好开心哦..

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**Me n my xiao kou, Chae Yin**




** me, May, Hantu n Teocheok**




** my specimen(rat's intestine) embedded in the paraffin **




**holding my specimen**

**journey to my home-raining outside**

**Tg. malim bus station**