saturday-24/10

it had been a super-boring saturday coz i dun hav mood to study at all..

online for the whole day non-stop...

Although i didn't study much, but i think today is a good day for me to relax myself and recharging battery for tomorrow to study..

Well, i had read half chapter on Nutrition in Human and Animal's physiology..

its ok instead of didn't studay at all!

But my histology's practical test is on next tue,

n i just gone through about osteon...there r still a lot haven't read,

am i able to finish it within these 2 days?

still wondering....

Well, there was a good news released in the Budget 2010 yesterday

 this is a good news for all university students who having PTPTN loans

the good new is "Conversion of PTPTN loans to scholarships for students who graduate with 1st class honours degree, beginning from 2010"

But, it is not a good news for me, i am sure

I am very clear which level i am in now..

Maybe i can dream that i can get the first class degree (cgpa 3.75-4.0)

but it will never become reality i think...

Not saying that i am not confident on myself,

but i really dun hav tat qualification..

based on my 1st year result, i already far far away from tat first class pointer..

is it as the saying "If u believe u can, u sure can" work?

Don't think so...

there are something stuck in my mind n i dun understand..

am i that really bad that he/she mentioned?

or he/she just wanna ejek me for fun?

I dun care it was jokes or truth...

I just wana know izit my personality is like that?

Maybe the perspective i see myself is different with how other's look at me..

But i really don't understand..

i will not hate u, thx for your tat so called "advise"!

Belated post of Biohealth Nite 2009

Another highlight in this month of Oct-Biohealth Nite on 2nd of Oct
Seems simple but a lot of preparations behind it....
The location of Biohealth Nite 2009 was at Armada Hotel (every year the same place)
Well, i had bought a new dress worth RM90 just for this dinner..
i won't foget this year's biohealth nite,
maybe words can't explain how meaningful it was to me....
But, for sure, have to thanks to all bh nite commitee members (my 2nd year lovely coursemates)..
for making this night so special n unforgetable...
Well,i was one of the treasurer for this event...
for me..there was some 'challengeable moment' where the time to ask $$ from students and ask sponsorships lecturers
But, it was actually not that hard, jz need a little bit more "braveness" n time....
on that nite, we all really had fun...

Besides, i was singing for the karaoke session on that nite..
ashamed coz my voice is not so good...
But its ok...at least my voice is better than tat j*** ***
But i should put more confidence in singing..right?
Haha....

Everyone on that nite is pretty n handsome...

the theme for our bh nite was "When Fantasy Comes Alive",
so for sure, there r some "outstanding" costume appeared on tat nite,
such as angel,witch, dracula, pirate, samurai, cat n so on....
its funny n happy~

***lets me share the photos on that night***

 

changed new msn account

i had changed a new msn account

the reason why i change new account is bcoz of the password problem...

so i can't sign in although i had try sorts of ways such as reset password...

So,the current default email address that i am using now is

yokewei89@hotmail.com

Pls add me if can so that i still can keep contact with u all

although i lost some of ur email....

thx thx....

Disappeared? now i am here...

Seems that i did not appear on facebook and blogspot recently...
There are ups and downs in this month of October...
Lots of things happened in month of October...
Gained a lot....
tears and joys, stress, all sorts of feeling....

Well, this month is better than last month,
at least i am not giving so much of stress to myself,
Maybe i shoudn't put such a high expectation on myself
So, i try not to become so stress in certain condition,
the first thing to do is - positive thinking....
I believe in Law Of Attraction.
but sometimes, i really feel pessimistic...
And i think a lot about a very very small matter....
I think i should change this bad habit....
it require times.....
But i'll promise myself to change....


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Here is what i had done in this month..

2nd of Oct...
Biohealth Nite at Armada Hotel...
A great nite where all biohealth students gather and have a party..
As a committe for this nite, i am quite busy,
i mean before the nite, lots of things to settle...
But finally manage to do it...
Besides that, i performed on the stage on that nite,
Duet "the Whole new World" wit Jein Wei, funny..
But i felt nervous on the stage...
it was quite teribble when lots of ppl seeing u singing up on the stage..
as a result, my voice was "shivering".. haha
Luckily no ppl laugh at me =)


3th of Oct...
Mooncake festival~
no celebration,didn't going back to home
but stay at room playing fb restaurant city...
addictive onlining all the day~

4th of Oct...
went Aquaria KLCC with pohkei, wei jie n Ming Jian..
quite fun
coz this is the 1st time i went there..
felt excited n happy when i see all the fishes n animals~

10th of Oct...
watching debate at KK9..
Support our friends who took part in this debate..
including chin ling, jein wei n lina...
a good try....
For me, i dun hav this courage to take part in this debate..haha
Our tutor, Miss Rebecca, was also a debator in the debate.
Its actually a great chance for us to learn more things at there~

11th of Oct...
HeeHee's birthday today!!
Make a small small celebration for her at IS...
She was being forced to get into kolam ikan in our college,
ahah, funny..
but finally, i was being fooled...
they are so tricky n licik...ish~

12th of Oct...
1. Parasitology's test
We are given the task to memorize all the parasit's names that we study,
there are overall 62 names...
still ok, i am interested in this subject...

2. KM presentation
is actually a group presentation,
our topic is "teen pregnancy",
luckily lecturer didn't scold us..haha
still satisfied~

3. Malam Pengenalan Feseni-choir performance
Not a good performance actually,
coz the quality n quantity of members are not as last batch...
and there are lack of practise for this performance,
overall is just ok...

13th of Oct...
its our college Chinese Community's tanglung festival
its actually quite a little bit late
I didn't become commitee for it,
i just becoming an ordinary participant.
Really enjoyed on that night,
enjoy playing station game! happy n relaxing-day
but after the relax time,
its the time to struggle study for the next day's test.

14th of Oct...
Another Parasitology's test which based on Helminth,
Is the happiest test i had ever done....haha
coz its too easy~

CC TRIP与我

蔚蓝的海洋

白白的沙滩

一朵朵的白云

无边无际的大海

动听的海浪声

轻轻吹来的海风

美丽的海连天，天连海

我好爱海洋！

这次的CC TRIP，很庆幸的又让我再踏入这美丽的小岛

那就是-邦咯岛 ~ Pangkor island

还记得第一次去那是数年前跟家人一起的

第二次是跟5Raya的同班同学，有好多回忆~

而我的第三次就给了7th college Chinese community (7^th CC)

和百多名CC成员，包括第一学年到第四学年的学生

有些蛮熟的，有些一点也不认识

这次的主题是“LOST”

仿佛大家在这小岛迷失了。。。

而这次的CC TRIP主题曲是“第一天”和“无乐不作”。。

在这次的trip里面，并没有一个真正跟我“很熟很熟”的朋友

不过还好，通过这一次trip，我的确有认识到很多朋友，

很多平时和我没几句的人，开始在这次trip中开始有了交谈

通过这次的cc trip,也认识了那些平时与我见面也没打打招呼的人

当然，对于那些认识了的朋友，感情越来越好了。。

虽然我在这一次Trip的贡献不多，

我大致上没被安排到什么工作, 当然不比节目组的筹委忙

我的工作只是帮忙分配食物和serve给他们吃

因为我是善食组的嘛！哈哈。。。

可惜第二年的学生要做筹委，不能参进小组里面玩。。

因为我是那种爱玩，不爱做工的人，

我喜欢做participant,不喜欢做organizer。。。

哈哈。。。

说到节目呢，我们的游戏与节目组的成员满创意一下的

因为他们plan的station game都很精彩，很好玩。。。

第一天的游戏是“侦探游戏”，这个游戏是在晚上玩得，

故事是有一个人被谋杀了，所以参赛者要找出真相，

恐怖之中又有搞笑的因素，当晚有几个junior被吓哭了。。。

第二天就是沙滩的跑站游戏，

大家在太阳暴晒下的情况到东奔西跑地玩游戏，

而我则站在一旁边看他们玩边帮他们顾东西，

顺便拍照和又检一点贝壳。。。

结果。。。

我晒黑了，黑了很多。。。

之后是自由活动，

我最喜欢自由活动，

因为可以做我最爱的事，

那就是跳下那美丽的海去玩水！

我很享受在海里漂浮的感觉，

那种幸福的感觉是无法形容的，

过后大家在海里围大圆圈唱歌和玩游戏，

真的很开心！

第二天的晚上是团康和sharing session，

Sharing session让我留下蛮深刻的印象

最后一天的早上也是自由时间，

九点多和金玲，若雯和大手租脚踏车去游岛

拍了蛮多的美丽的景色的照片

然后就是颁奖给表现最好的组合“猪腩肉”。。

接着就是大家最后一次集合在一起唱歌和跳舞了

跳了好多很可爱又好玩的舞

大家拍完照之后就依依不舍地离开了那美丽的邦咯岛。。

过后我们逗留在LUMUT买了土产才回。。

可是我并没买很多，因为钱不够用了啦。。。

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没有后悔来了09/10的CC TRIP

这次的TRIP让我想起了上一届在bagan lalang的CC TRIP

感觉完全不一样了，

去年我还是junior，今年已是个senior

而且今年蛮多朋友不能来这个trip，真的有点遗憾

虽然这次的trip没有特别地好玩，也没什么惊喜，

但我仍觉得很享受整个trip的过程

CC TRIP拜拜了， 谢谢你为我增添多一片美好的回忆

在7th  CC里的回忆。。。

7 th CC HOSEH!!!!

Coursemate Outing 17/09/09

Location: Green Box Sg.Wang

From left: loke woon, chin ling, wei jie, me, poh kei and li chuan.

After our class and hectic presentation on morning,

we all decided to go to sing K...

Red Box at The Garden is nearer but it is quite expensive,

so we decided to go to sg. wang

i forgot to bring student card, so forgetful...

as the result, i hav o pay more...haiz...

but, i had fun time spent with coursemates...

release all stress by singing out......

.haha..

~Posing in front of Green box karaoke~

down.........

it has been a very very down and stressed September..
Sometime i feel breathless...
I don't know why i become like this..
There are too much things to do...
Extremely busy...
Not just college activities, but also Biohealth Nite and assignments & test....
Am i really managed to do it?
As the saying goes " All work and no play, makes Jack a dull boy?"..
Myself, now, really a dull girl...
i don't hav time to sit down and relax...
Even in attending a lecture, my brain still fullfilled with all those trouble..
i am so emotional recently...
I scare my heart will hav problem...
Cause my heartbeat is very fast recently...
Dizziness, tireness,stress all come along to find me.....
I hope these fews days will pass very fast,
so that i can relax a bit in raya's holidays....
Can't wait for out 7th college CC tRip!!!
Hope i will be ok..............

Stressed!!!!

I am STRESSED!!!!!!!!
and BUSY!!!!!!
Tomorrow having an 30% exam!!
But i haven't read, what can i do?????
I need TIME to REST!!!!!
Can i runaway form this horrible place???
I am lack of energy, i am not a SUPERWOMAN!!!
i am not an INCREDIBLE!!!!!

WHY???????

Moody saturday

i should be happy because it comes to the end of this week
but i didn't have this kind of feeling at all..
i felt stress and fulled of tension...
especially on friday...
worrying for my Histology's test on Saturday
Stop facebooking and online for few days just for this test
i will become crazy...
But luckily i managed to read up and partially momorize my lecture notes,
so i went to sleep quite early 0n 12am something....
On Saturday morning, just before the test,
my adrenaline hormone increase gradually..
my heart beat so fast.....i m WORRY n NERVOUS!!!
well, in my opinion,this subject is quite hard
but my seniors said it was not tat SUPER-DIFFICULT...
But why???when i do the question,
the questions & answers really confusing me....my brain stuck!!
Am i doing not enough preparation???
Or my brain is just not that intelligent????
haiz...
after the test, i became upset n really sad..
dissappointed...felt that i m not doing welll.....

My mood on the whole saturday is gone...
No mood to study....no mood to do assignments....
online...facebooking...playing mafia in facebook.....
blogging....saw some sushi's blog and fashion's blog...
wasted my saturday....= =

Can i take a rest 1st????

i was toturing by Basic Genetics' lab report past few days...
But luckily i managed to finished it all by Sunday and passed up on Monday.
Bunches of work are in my hand now
but sadly i can't settle all this stuff just in this short period...
Lots of things running in our college recently,
i am so busy and busy, not just college activities but also assignments...
especially scientific communication....
quite hectic...
Lots of stress hormones were released in my body..
An the result is "i am eating to reduce stress!"
yes, undeniable that we human will "eat to live" cause food is essential for our lives...
But i am the type of " Live to eat"...
Well, eating is one of my hobby,
and the problem now i facing is i can't stop eating when i am stress..
OMG....how to throw away this bad habit?
If not, i will bcom fatter and fatter...
Fat yuki...oh no....

i need more time, and need more rest...
can i take a rest first and left all the things at behind first?
No nO No....
Just try my best loh....
haha...
and there will be a test on this Saturday,
Histology's test, hope i can do it well but i haven't read it up...
Ermm,can't wait to watch Final Destination this weekend after the test!!!