18 NOV 2009

18th Nov 2009
My second year Sem1 officially ended..
The last paper on that day-Histology
Well, had just slept for 2 hours tat nite jz to study it..
But, the exam was DISAPPOINTED me..
Format changed..and i even not remember wat i had read...

After the exam, i went back to my room to sleep and on9
Feel so sad...too sad...
NO outing...NO celebration for d ending of tis sem...NO smile
i saw my juniors all having fun at mid valley after their exam...
wat our batch bcom???
All went back earlier, or vacation, or pakto....
DISAPPOINTED again...

At night, the choir practise had been canceled...
but...NOBODY inform me!!!
i was so silly waited at there for 20mins!!!
felt like being fooled....T__T
DISAPPOINTED X 3...

Hope tomorrow will be better =)

我是宅女！

最近一直在问自己，
我究竟是不是宅女？
我可以一天也没踏出过房间
一天里面跟我讲话的人不超过5个
一直对着电脑
一边读书，一边上网
一天facebooking超过5个小时
完全不想出去跟别人沟通
我真的好宅！
我可以回去以前1st yr时疯狂那种日子吗？
我可以把我的生活圈子增大吗？
我很想认识多一些朋友
因为发觉自己人缘其实并不是很好
真正的朋友也没几个！
真的好失败。。
难道我就是那么孤独？孤僻？
我不想再做宅女了！！！

111109

A beautiful date 1111~
But is it significant a lucky day for me??
i do hope so, but finally...no luck come to me at all...
Tat sentences again : My Biochemistry Spoilt..Hopeless!!"
tat was my facebook and msn status on the day after exam...
I really felt upside down after the exam..
what can i do to solve this problem?
i am sure i wills score very bad in this paper,
i am worrying.....
If i get As in Parasitology n Immunology also can't cover a C in Biochem...
i am wondering....
If i get CGPA lower than 3.5, i will be very sad...
cause my target is 3.5 for this semester..
is it my target very high??
I had put more and more effort this sem compared to the last two sem...
So, did my effort bring me any positive outcome??
haiz...
recalling back the moment i sat for biochem at exam hall...
"cold...brain just like about to empty...nervous...forgot all metabolic cycle......etc"
And when i look at the question...i was stuck..
6question answer 4, but after i have a glance,
there are no 1 question that i really can answer based on what i remember..
I just wrote whatever i think is relevant...
Haiz...don't wan think it again!!!
Let it over~~~~~


p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ROOMATE-YIN LING...although today is a sad day for me but is a happy day for u...all the best wishes for u...

final examination

the most suffering moment of the semester had come...
it is final exam season...
suppose to say it is nightmare actually?
not that terrible la...
But final exam really make ppl feel stressed n tension...
But weird, why i dun hav tat feeling now?
final exam is not important to me?
no....it is important.....very important!
But why???
is it because of i don't like the 2 subjects?
so i sacrifice and ignore these 2 subjects?
so i don't bother the result of these subject?
so i choose not to put so much effort to revise on it???
why i will behave like this??
i am so stupid.....
if i don't put my heart to study it, these 2 paper will spoil!
then my cgpa will be pulled down....
am i expected to get this kind of result?
biochemistry n basic genetic's, i will fight with u!!!!
no excuses although i hate u both!!!
I promise to myself that i will try my best.....

长发 v.s 短发

好怀念以前的长发哦
原来我的短发已剪了半年
好想留回长发
头发啊，你快快增长吧。。
我比较喜欢长头发~

以前的长发

现在的短发

考试的第一天

今天是我的第一张paper=kemahiran maklumat
虽然只有那一个credit hour,
和result只有pass or fail，
但我还是花了好几个小时在读它
以免自己真的如果fail了的话也不会那么良心过意不去
今天好没有心情
考试时，以为做完之后就可以早出
结果却换了新条规，不可以出考场
可是却有几个人做完了就溜，
那些考官竟然不懂他们几时溜出去的
那些考官真的是在睡觉！讨厌他们！
结果我很早就做完了还是傻傻呆在那儿等多半个小时才可以出去
浪费我的时间！真stupid！
还有一件事，困扰了我一整天，
搞到我没心情读书
给了我希望最后却带来了失望！
明天还有考试呢！
虽然我对明天考的parasitology很有兴趣
可是还是没心去读了。。。
girl, are u thinking too much??
考试比较重要耶！干嘛去想东想西的？？？
真好笑。。。

十一月的第一天

又是新的一个月
也是考试月
这个月是否又是一个充满压力的月份呢？
在家过了五天的读书周
今天的我是时候回去大学了
今天下午从家乡搭ktm回去了
在ktm上，有个帅哥坐在我前面
好久没见过帅哥了，哈哈
回去的路途中又是一个人了
有孤单寂寞的感觉
还有，在kl sentral，
一望过去就是一对一对的情侣
正在想。。。
我既是才能好像他们那样。。
不再孤单寂寞呢？？

是幸运，还是一场骗局？

是幸运，还是一场骗局？

前天发生了一件不可思议的事

那天当我回家途中，在pasarseni lrt站那儿

有一班年轻人穿formal的，站在那儿，手拿着一叠叠的纸

起初我也没觉得什么，我从来不理陌生人的

怎知有一个男的硬硬把一张纸塞给我

说是一个幸运抽奖之类的，是由几家大公司sponsor的

还说这是Midvalley的megasale的

那张纸上写着’megasale’,需要把旁边的线条纸拔开才看到里面的

我很顺手的一边走一边拔开那张纸，

那个人说大多数的人会开到’thank you’的，表示没奖品

但，当我打开时却不是’thank you’，而是有一个灰色的格子

然后，那个人就很兴奋，很开心地说

“喂，小姐！你中了奖!是幸运奖！那么多张纸里面，只有两百张有奖的！你真的很幸运！”

看他的样子觉得他有点假，很夸张，好像中toto酱。。

我就问他怎样去换奖，是不是拿去midvalley 换就行了

结果他说需要跟他回去他的公司扫描那张纸后

再拍张照片登报纸才拿到礼物的。。

而且每一份礼物都很丰富，有车，电视机，还有出国旅游。。

那时我就觉得不对劲了

当他说要立刻跟他去公司的时候，我说：

“sorry啊，我其实是很赶时间的，所以我不得空跟你回去拿礼物，

这份幸运奖就当我送给你吧！ ”。。。

表面上我是很潇洒地走开，其实内心里面是害怕的！

我起初还以为这份幸运礼物是免费的购物券，

结果原来是要跟他回公司换的。。。

我才没有那么笨啊！！

如果真的那样跟他回去，谁知会发生什么事情啊？

难道我样子看起来真的那么天真？好笑。。。

但是，如果那份礼物是真的话，那我岂不是“走宝”？？

哈哈，算了吧。。安全最重要。。不要贪小便宜。。（妈妈说的）

以后在KL再遇到这种派传单的人不要睬他！知道吗？。。（爸爸说的）

听爸爸说了，才知道最近KL 发生很多这类型的诈骗案。。

结果很多受害者被骗财。。。

哈哈。。。

我到现在还想不清到底这是我幸运，还是我被骗了？

真的有“甘大只gap na随街跳咩？？”（广东话）

StuDy WeeK + fiNaL exAm SeaSoN

After my histology's practical test on tue,

its time to go home n start my study week at home

Well, my study week start on 28th of oct..

Hope study week tis time will not be the same as previous study week

where the previous 1 i juz eat, play n sleep at home..

i want to create miracle for tis sem!

i want to score well not only in tis sem, but for the next next sem also...

Hope i can do it!!!

Gambate~

saturday-24/10

it had been a super-boring saturday coz i dun hav mood to study at all..

online for the whole day non-stop...

Although i didn't study much, but i think today is a good day for me to relax myself and recharging battery for tomorrow to study..

Well, i had read half chapter on Nutrition in Human and Animal's physiology..

its ok instead of didn't studay at all!

But my histology's practical test is on next tue,

n i just gone through about osteon...there r still a lot haven't read,

am i able to finish it within these 2 days?

still wondering....

Well, there was a good news released in the Budget 2010 yesterday

 this is a good news for all university students who having PTPTN loans

the good new is "Conversion of PTPTN loans to scholarships for students who graduate with 1st class honours degree, beginning from 2010"

But, it is not a good news for me, i am sure

I am very clear which level i am in now..

Maybe i can dream that i can get the first class degree (cgpa 3.75-4.0)

but it will never become reality i think...

Not saying that i am not confident on myself,

but i really dun hav tat qualification..

based on my 1st year result, i already far far away from tat first class pointer..

is it as the saying "If u believe u can, u sure can" work?

Don't think so...

there are something stuck in my mind n i dun understand..

am i that really bad that he/she mentioned?

or he/she just wanna ejek me for fun?

I dun care it was jokes or truth...

I just wana know izit my personality is like that?

Maybe the perspective i see myself is different with how other's look at me..

But i really don't understand..

i will not hate u, thx for your tat so called "advise"!