Fall sick...

Machine in my body can't functioning well

Woke up in the morning with heavy head..

Blur blur the whole day..

Then...i felt very uncomfortable...

I got sorethroat and dry cough....

Symptom of H1N1....CHOY!!!!!

******SCARY*********

I am falling sick now....

haha, mengantuk in the Histology lecture n lab...

How bad am i?

Sleepy all the day~am i suffered from "Trypanosomiasis"(sleeping sickness)?

T_____T...no way!!!!!!

So meaningful!!

I pick this from an email...found out that these all very meaningful!!

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind...
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses
your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

its a boring Saturday

Yep, doing nothing but online all the day..
Facebook-ing,Msn-ing,n sure BloG-ing...
Reading those interesting and funny blog...



Friday night stay at Mamak until 2am
Become a "night ghost " d..
just want to wait for juniors come to find me
to hav my signature and interact with them...
wu liao..
some of them dint come to find me also..
i still sitting there like a NOOB
Don't know what the juniors think,
we seniors willing to sacrifice our time to wait for them,
why can't they realise? and they seems like DON'T CARE!!



Others than that, i was preparing script for speech on Tuesday,
for the Scientific Communication class...
The topic that i choose is
"speech from a parent to your daughter who is getting married"
So i have to imagine that my daughter is getting married
although even i havent married...
Funny...Hope i can do well...


Just now met Zudian at gazebo after lunch
She just stay a night and then she go to Szesze's house...
Long time dint meet her, she had changed a little bit,
more prettier, haha...


It has been a very very boring day today...

Biohealth Interaction Night 20/07/09

Well, its our biohealth 1st interaction night on that day
Organized by us- 2nd year batch
And i was in charge of Programmes and Games of that night...
Well, all of us (2nd yr-facilitator) were wearing RED shirt that day.
I was excited to see all my juniors, all adik-adik....


****our 1st year junior****



****me,juan n pohkei.****


Our programme start at 8pm that day...
And some of our 3rd year senior were late,
i understand them, 3rd year really very busy...
But our 1st year juniors were punctual,
so they gave me a good first impression on them...


Well, on that night,
its the first time for me to become the EMCEE for games...
my partner is Amal, we did co-operate very well..
I really do not hav any experience in becoming an emcee,
At that moment, my adrenaline hormone really increase much..
That's make me shavering in front there...
Speak english somemore....
**Sweat**


****look like i m singing****


But it is ok,
i got learnt something,
how to become naturally in front there,
is also part of lesson for my "Scientific Communication" where we need to be natural.

I was happy to see seniors and juniors interact with each other and can mix around well,
that is our aims or purpose we organize Biohealth Interaction Night!
Our activities on that night include..
ice breaking, tak kenal maka tak cinta, spelling bee in term of biology,
performance from each group and intro of buddy system...
Well, the buudy system also new for us..
Each of us will have one to few buddy/buddies..
i get a girl from Penang-Hui Ying..
She also from matrikulasi....
Talk a lot with her and found that she is quite friendly....


Our event ends at 11pm and our closing song is "Gemuruh",
this song was also our orientation theme song..
haha...we dance together and hav fun together..
~A NICE AND MEMORABLE DAY~
Hope there will be 2nd , 3rd ,4th ....n biohealth interaction day after this....
**Hurray***

***All 2nd year faci wore RED shirt that night***





**Our Biohealth Club's president(3rd yr senior) was cutting the cake**
~simple opening ceremony~





**BYE BYE**

Lonely Friday night

Just went back here for 2 weeks,
Met all my friends and coursemate here...
During this weekend,
my both roomates not around here
and some of my friends hav their faculty activities
But i feel the loneliness now....
i am alone, all my own!!!
Being alone is so pity...
Only my laptop accompanied me all the time...
Get my laptop on....
Facebook-ing, Msn-ing, watching drama-巾帼枭雄
Scared to sleep alone....
Lonely Friday night!!!!

if u think u can, u can!

"You are a climb. You are reaching for your goals and believing who u truly are. Your very sweet and sensitive to everyone you know. This makes you very appealing to people. Everyone knows that you are the quiet, shy, mature SEXY person"

i had done a test in facebook and this was the result!
but are these my characteristics?
quiet? mature?sexy?
i am sure i am not quiet,
sometime i am talkative....
mature?have to find someone to ask,
but i am sure i am not childish....
i can make a wise decision...

but i believe that i am a climb,
i hope to improve myself,
but there are lots of things i gonna learn from others...

if i climbing a mountain now,
where had i reach?
yea, i am on the way...
maybe i just at the starting point....
am i still far away from the top of the mountain?
who knows?
only myself...

But i still very blur with my condition now.....
i don't know why...
keep thinking and thinking..
but no result...
Maybe i think too much....

But i believe that
"if u think u can, u can!"
i will become a successful person in the future!
Maybe i am not the brightest star on ths sky,
but i believe that i will shining brightly one day later...

My 1st Week in UM ~academic session 09/10

yea, i dint realised that the 1st week had passed...
And now comes to the weekend...
weekend arhh...doing nothing meaningful, just shopping and watching drama...
quite relaxing~
But i don't know how's about the coming week..will be busier?more joyful?...

There were lots of things occured since i coming back here,
including on the first day when our college's registration...
Where i can't get the same room with my ex-roomate...sad actually...
But i now got totally new roomate...and yes, they are friendly!will appreciate it....

Classes started on tuesday,
The lecturer haven't start to give lecture, just simply introduce bout the subject..
But that feeling of entering 2nd year totally strangely enough...
Maybe i haven't adapt to the scenario....
And there are some subject where we take with seniors,
i can feel the stress in this early semester...
The subjects we taken are harder and more critical...
i started to become scare and worry...
Am i thinking too much??
The subject that scared me the most are histology, scientific communication and genetics....
Hope can do well in all the subjects and hope can cope with all this winds and waves...

In this week, i had gone Mid Valley for 2 times...
Of course, i went there cause i want to fulfill my need of...
owning a new sport shoe, buying lots of foods, getting relax etc.
Now i had fulfilled all my needs....
Last thursday, went to Italianies in The Gardens with several frens
to celebrate my da shou's (Horng Cherng) birthday~
Wow..i saw a new couple~CL and him...1 is my coursemate & 1 is my da shou...
she kiss him and presented him flowers,
its so romantic...hope they can be together forever and happy forever!!!

Ermm, yesterday msn with zudian,
she asked me what is the feeling of becoming a 2nd year senior...
Then i told her i dun hav that "feeling" right now...
Cause i didn't interact with our juniors...
The interaction week hasn't start yet...
So i just wait for it to come so that i can get to know juniors faster....
And i "qi dai" that "feeling of becoming seniors"...
Haha...

Well, sadly to said that i m not joining Choir anymore...
yes, i love choir...but sorry... i can't join it anymore...
"爱一样东西不代表你一定要拥有它"
proven that i had made the final decision,
although this is not the best decision....
The main reason why i had chosen to leave our 7th choir
is because i choose to join another organization, that is AIESEC...
Where i will have the chance to learn other's things such as soft-skill n communication skill...
and improve leadership skill and try to cope with fear and become more dareful...
and to improve my english as well!!!
I should try out more new things and learn other's things in another perspective...
but i have to "sacrifice" choir cause i think i might not becoming an artist in the future...
Taking part in choir is just my interest, seems that i not manage to have more time to go practises, so i make this decision....
i should focus on my studies 1st, then comes to NVC,AIESEC and CC......
yes, this is my plan for temporily~