窗外

最近我爱上了一首歌~
是一首戴佩妮的旧歌
歌词好有意思，而且一听了很有感觉~
感觉到自己的近况跟这首歌蛮像的~
当我觉得无聊没事做时就会自然地望向窗外
就想了很多东西~
我是一个蛮爱想东西的女孩子
可是却不是在发白日梦哦，是在想明天或以后我要做什么？
哈哈
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在那天回家的路途中，我便望望巴士的窗外，
刚好手机也播到这首歌
突然间很有那种感觉~难以用言语解释的心情。。。
好期待回到家那种感觉哦！
那种温馨又幸福的感觉也跟着浮现在我脑海里
自从那天回家后，踏入舒舍的瞬间，心里又很想再回家。。
回到舒舍这里可能会有很多朋友
可是我还是会感觉到那种寂寞和空虚
有时心里有很多东西想说出来
却又找不到一个人来听我哭诉
嘿~人生啊！
哈哈，
看来我上述写的一切都没关于到窗外，
就是心血来潮想写就写~
不过我真的很喜欢这首歌！！
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窗外
作詞：戴佩妮 作曲：戴佩妮　編曲：David Tan

走出這間房子的冷清
窺探這個城市的風景
依然厭倦著擁擠　不敢深呼吸
漂浮的雲　有惆悵的倒影

走出整個秋天的屋頂
以為就此告別了涼意
依然推不翻過去　走不出寂靜
白色的臉　有黑色的投影

我望著窗外夜雨一直下
心開始有點慌　怕弄濕了眼眶
我站在人海不停的眺望
等待著一道曙光
照亮未知的方向

Memorable Day - Choir Competition

Memorable Day- Choir Competition

I still remember every moment that occurred on that day-25/03/09

Which our choir competition for festival seni was held on that day.

Well, I took part in 7^th college choir team since I entered UM.

On that night, our choir team performed our best on the stage of DTC.

The song that we sang were “bahtera merdeka” n “lion sleeps tonight”.

The scene where we standing on the stage still appear on my mind now…

I can’t stop thinking of it,its really a good experience for me…

Well, i was excited and enjoyed when I stand on the stage to see that there are so many audience down there.haha

I sang with my best- joyl n delight facial expression, n try to project my voice without any error…

We all were proud of ourselves, we all had done our best!

We tried not to treated the competition as “competition”, but we treated it as a “performance” or “show”…

Finally, our college got the 4^th among all the colleges…

Although it was not a good result, but in my heart, we are the champion forever!

“7^th choir is the best!”

For me, when I heard the emcee announce “ tempat yang ke-empat diperolehi oleh…Kolej kediaman ketujuh! ”…

my heart really fall down from the cliff…I can’t accepted it…

then, I saw other’s member face, they were same with me…

no reaction at all but with a disappointed face.

Actually, we had sacrifice a lot of our time in practicing choir,

But the result was not so ideal…

Haiz…

But, the most important thing is “we had done our best”

And we enjoyed ourselves on the stage and audience enjoyed themselves on their seat…

I never regret to join choir, I love choir very much!

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~our 7th choir team~



~girlZ~







~my 2 roomates come to support me~




~coursemate~



~friends~

Recently...

i was quite busy recently...
that's why i didn't update my blog recently..
busy for choir practice, because we will hav our competition tis wed...
busy for assignment, there are still hav several assignment that haven't finish...
and, busy for exam also, this friday is our bio-cell 2nd test...
But, i had found something interesting,
i found a webpage that can put our own picture to make beautiful slideshow...
that is www.slide.com
quite interesting...haha
anyway, i hope our choir competition this wed will do our best!
...and get champion!!!haha!
GambatEh! if u tHink u Can, U cAN!!!

BLUR QUEEN

I became a blur queen today
Don’t know why I m so blured today
Maybe I slept too long time, because I had no class today
There are three scene that can prove how blur am i

Firstly,
There are no class of biology cell on 11am today because the lecturer are not free,
So she make the replacement class on Friday.
But, I had forgot about it, I still go to the class as usual,
I was get ready with my clothes and bag,
Then I walk to the class as usual…
When I arrive in front of lobby in our college,
I din’t saw poh kei n li chuan there,
Then I suddenly realized that there are no class today..
So I went back to my room as fast as possible cause scare other ppl will see me…
I am so blur!!!

Secondly,
There are nvc meeting at 9pm…
There is no choir practice on today which hui ing had mentioned yesternight..
But, in my mind there are choir practice at 7:15…
So I go down to dewan makan, but I saw jsean n joel eating there…
So I ask joel “is it go into the bilik penyelia to practice?”
Then, he was shocked, he say there are no choir practice today,
Then he also feel weird why m I going to choir practice?
Then, I felt very ashamed…
I am so blur! Again!

Thirdly,
Just now I went to NVC meeting,
Then I did the bureau update…
And then, I was being chosen to make the presentation for the falcuty I was representing.
But I make it naturally, its ok…
But after the meeting, they say all ppl under “gimmick” stay at there for short meeting,
Then I stay there…I wrong remembered that I m under “gimmick”
Actually I am under “multimedia”…
I m so sia shui oh~
I am so blur!

Then, I borrow Chris’s pencil to write something,
But I forgot to return him the cover of his pencil…
I am so blur!
As the conclusion, I became a blur queen today!!!!!

What does my birthday say about me?

i had done a quiz in facebook recently...
which titled 'what does your birthday say about you?'
and the result quite accurate..
the result for me is~

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

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active? actually i m quite active, i m talkative more than active~
decisive? ordinary lo, coz sometime i can't made decision myself but sometime i m very decisive
...and tend to regret? sometime i will regret with the decision i made
Strong mentality? sometimes only
Loves attention? absolutely correct!!!
Diplomatic? i think i m quite good in socialise
Consoling? actually i am a good listener
Friendly? some of my friend said i m friendly
brave and fearless? what i can say is, i became brave than before after i entered university
adventurous?definitely yes! i like wilderness camp, i like durable activities
Loving and caring? quite lo
Emotional? when my mood is Not good,definitely i will behave like this..
but if i m in a good mood, i m not emotional.
Aggressive? Not true!!!
Good memory? i think i m good in remember silly things but i m not good in memorizing my lectures' notes
Moving Motivates oneself and others? yes, i am a person who is self-motivated

Thats all~

mALAm aNUgERAh zA'bA (MAZ)

MaLam AnuGeraH Za'Ba or known as MAZ is an annual dinner which held for prize-giving
for academics n also sport activities in 7th college
and this year's MAZ was held in Putrajaya International Convensyen Center,
a very high class places... And the theme of our dinner was "Flora dan Fauna" All of us were
excited on that day~13.03.09~
i started to make up myself at about 4:20... firstly, i tighted up my hair and then followed by make up using cosmetics...
i wore a very common dress... is a dress fulled of small flowers,very suit with the theme...
kaka,finished everything at about 6:15...
still have time to take some photo before depart...
on that night, there were so many pretty girls and handsome boys...
i was just ordinary on that night~ then, we all depart at about 7pm by UM bus...
when we arrived there, we all took photo with each other...
On that night, i sat with my da shou-Horng Cherng, poh kei, li chuan, chin ling, loke woon,yen siah, yi theng, wai kwong, n also xue qian...
the dishes were just common, not worth RM 1000 per table also...
haiz~ Anyway, MAZ is another activity that bring us a lot of happiness...
i like it,haha



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***Front-view oF PICC***





***niGHt-vIew oF pUtraJAya***





**take photo with my new handphOne**




****take in my rOOm****




***me n WEi-LyNn da shou***





***Zu DIan n ME****



**my rOOmate, yEn YoOn n mE**



***xuan nEe n me, AH yaP at behiNd***





***Biohealth coursemates***
frm left:jein wei,poh kei,wei jie, me ,cho ping n li chuan



.....and much much more photo~can't put all.haha

New SuRpRisE for the mONth of March

yes, my father had a buy a new handphone for me...
i m so happy because i had desired a well-camera phone for a such long time...
the handphone i used b4 just hav 0.3mp camera,
the photo quality is really bad...
then,the joystick got a lot of problem,
is very hard...
so i ask my father to buy me a new 1..
haha, then when i went home,
he bought for me~haha
i own my new handphone on 09 of March..
my new handphone model is sony ericsson K770
it has 3.2mp camera with cybershot...kaka
although it is not a very high class handphone,
but i think that is enough for me,
i m satisfied...haha
yes!!!
~happy~

FRIENDS

" a friend is a tissue when u can't stop crying"
"a friend is a shoulder when u feel like dying"
" a friend is an ear for a secret to tell"
" a friend is an aspirin when your head hurts like hell"

its true~
Friendship is very important during our lifetime...
i was going out with my 3 bestfriend since secondary school on yesterday...
yan yee, she ying, shuo yin...
we go teluk intan for brunch(breakfast+lunch),shopping, sing-K, n chatting for sure...
i almost can't recognise shuo yin,
she cahnged a lot~ became prettier
but her characteristis still the same as in secondary school
then,they ask me a question:
"hey,why your hairstyle still the same since secondary school?"
then, i answered "....."
actually i dunno how to answer la...
haha
talk about our future,we are in different path in the future...
yy will become a businesswoman~she is studying business admin in tarc
shuo yin will become an optometrist...
she ying maybe will doing pharmacy,she still consider about it..
n me,lai yoke wei~will work in hospital ,medical centre or pharmaceutical company...
haha, maybe i will continue master,depends...
i reviewed back the time when we were in secondary school...
doing homework 2geta, gossip about teacher 2geta, crazy 2geta...n much much more
memorable moment~
oh, suddently i think of my best friends during Matrikulasi~
lau hui shan~my secretmate + extreme bestfriend
teoh wei ming~H1T4 bestfriend+ my counsellor
Azue Azizi~ h1T4 best friend + best classmate
Ana~ B218 roomate + bestfriend+ secretmate
miss u all so much~i love u all,friends!!!!

~HOME~

“ I wanna go home”…

This sentence appeared on my mind since several weeks ago

I want 2 leave the college, leave the complicated place

I was not happy recently~

but now i m happy, because...

I m at home now~yea

I feel the warm and love of my family

I feel like in the summer day although there are raining

Home~ is the sweetest place that I had ever go

~is the only shelter for myself

~ is the only place I feel free of stress

Oh~ what a feeling! My heart was smiling!

Yes I know ~ home SWEET home

I will appreciate the time I spend with my family at home

Home is the greatest place of mine, hurray!

最近的她

在那小小的宿舍房间里

她望着那沉重的功课与笔记在发呆

她总觉得没有人了解她

没有人明白她的内心世界

也没有人明白她此刻的心情

她突然觉得这个世界好无趣

最近的她憔悴了许多

笑声也渐渐地变少了

她的努力始终得不到成果

一次比一次差的成绩

一天比一天堕落的日子

她能够承受得住吗？

她永远是个不起眼的女孩

很少人会记得她的名字

也很少人会记得她的存在

她变得自卑了

从前的自信全都消失了

她的心灵究竟去了哪？

她遇见了他

悄悄的他来了，也悄悄的走了

她只能眼睁睁地看着他的背影离去

她的眼泪在眼里打转

却没有勇气让它流出来

她好想念他

他最近过得好吗？

若现在有十个愿望可以让她实现

她许愿可以去到快乐城堡

过着无忧无虑的日子

她好希望自己可以快快乐乐地生活下去

她和你并没有什么不同

她也有她的梦

可是她却不知这个梦是否能够实现

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Malam Kebudayaan Cina

MKC~ 28.02.09

~on the last day of febuary~

Malam Kebudayaan Cina
which organized and performed by us(1st year junior)
which scheduled since last semester...
is a legend show of 7th college...
is a hope for all the seniors especially 7th college seniors

after practising for more than 2 months,
we all perform our best on this day~28th of feb...
the sky was dark on this day,seems like will raining soon...
But~the opening ceremony still can going on successfully...

on that day, i became usher and participated in dancing...
although i m not the main character,
but i think that we all play important role in this performance
its our MKC...
there are many challenges during our MKC...
when the performance are going on, suddenly it was raining....

so we have to change our location,
from balai zaba to dewan makan.
But the show still going on...
dewan makan is crowded on that moment~
there are lots of people...

the drama started~
we all felt nervous,our dance is in the 3rd scene...

Actually we act as syaitan ( 狐狸精) in the drama
and we dance to seduce the emperor and pegawai
but finally being killed~
quite funny~

after the drama finished,
there are the 24-seasonal drum performance
at the basketball court
we have 2 move again~
from dewan makan to basketball court
the 24-drum really looks great n sounds great!

finally,we sung MKC n CC song...
meaningful~
i c some ppl crying~
but dunno why,i dint cry...
but i m happy n satisfied with my performance tonight...

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now is the time i write down my feeling
MKC~
at first i heard of this event
i feel excited... but also worry...
i worry that i will hav no time to practise or doing bureau work...
at first, i choose to take part in dance~
because i never dance,so i wan 2 try new things...
after i take part,i feel interesting...
we start practice since december,
i feel excited at the moment..
at first,there are really difficult,
have to do lots of stretching...
whole body pain~
when our steps for dance become harder
i feel like 1 2 give up
but,i still not giving up,
i tried my best...
although i heard some critizes from others,
i feel sad...but i did not give up...
finally on this day~MKC night
i do my best~i satisfied with myself
that is enough~
yUki,u had done the best!yea!
although i still feel minor pain at my tight...
but i feel it is valuable n worthful~for MKC
and for us~7th juniors n seniors...
it was the best memory we spent in 7th college~
all of us~i believe
MKC HOSEH!!!!
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